And yet another chapter is closed.

Sometimes we just have to move on. Even if we don't understand why it ever happened, what it is, what it was, where it's going, or where it might have gone.



And trust the Father's goodness. Not just His goodness...but His goodness for us.



I think I'll read a C.S. Lewis book tonight, I do so love his writings.


I miss my family terribly and am anxiously awaiting Thanksgiving.

behind my every wall

{the truth is...when I'm not with you...I miss you}.


you see behind my every wall.

how do you do it? how do you understand me so well?

it's just there...i understand you...and you understand me.

sometimes it terrifies me.

more than anything it terrifies me to think of losing this...whatever this is...

...and looking back on what could have been.

.
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i'm afraid you'll see my ugly side.

i'm afraid of never being enough.

but despite all fears...I desperately hope.

in between the moon and where you are

I'm shoved in your cave, to wage this rage
Don't let me go
A kick and a scream is all that seems
To mean a lot thus far
I won't let you on my stage, my page
You can't know
Yet you have to know

So calm... and now it's dark
I look for you to light my heart
I'm in between the moon and where you are
I know... I can't be far

{ugly side: blue october}