Sunday, October 3, 2010


Today a really special lady reminded me that God cares about what I desire...and not just my fears.
I have a really hard time asking God for things I want.
I have a really hard time believing He won't hurt me
in the process.
What I long to discover in God is a hideway in His shadow.
Letting Him be my safe place.
Steadfast, but also, a place I live from.
I am afraid.
Afraid of what my heart wants.
But wanting to believe that "for such a time as this", I was created
No foolishness.
No empty dreams.
Nothing left to rot.

1 comment:

Christa said...

Just want you to know that I think about you often and pray for you.

Much love.