a resting.

"Your grace has found me just as I am
Empty handed, but alive in your hands"

The tests came back negative. 

I have never felt so relieved, or so mentally exhausted. 

I watched the phone buzz as I sat through my last meeting 

and a million fears instantly bombarded me

...but just as rapidly came His words - 

"Grace, you're going to have to learn to trust me 

with a lot more than this. You've got a whole lifetime ahead with bigger, deeper, harder things I'm going to take you through. 

And I will take you through them 

- but can you trust me now with this?" 

It was one small exercise - that felt weighted and monumental. 

It was one step closer to Him...a deep breath...a resting. 

He is God... and all throughout my life...He will be God.