I am tired of waiting.
Tired of this intense longing that finds me in my weakness and haunts.
They say one day it comes, and yet I see so few who have it.
To be called beloved. Sounds so trivial today. So run over and demolished. So tainted.
Helplessly I watch and wait, stranded in an ocean of uncertainty and loneliness, hoping for the light to find my boat. I cannot do anything, why? To do so would be distrust, or even detriment. I could lose all chance of the light finding me if I paddle on my own. I must be patient. I must wait. I must trust that my Lifegiver has a plan of providence.
A sigh escapes my lips. So many things I wish to change. Will I ever find satisfaction? Am I sinning to say I want change?
Lord, Father of life, nobody knows me like you do. Nobody does or ever will satisfy me like you do. Through my dissatisfaction you remain faithful.
How I can forget so great a love?
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mrs.smith
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I am in love, with love and the One who is Love. Beauty, truth, and creativity light up my eyes. I write to think. & I long to forever be in a state of learning.
without Jesus my life would mean nothing. with Him it means everything.
"Christ died for men precisely because men are not worth dying for; to make them worth it." {C.S. Lewis}
1 comment:
hold out my dear....never forget...and i love you more than anything good you can think of!
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